wishfulclicking | Can't Sleep from the Silence

Right now it is past 2 o'clock in the morning and I am just not tired. This is mostly because I CAN SEE PANIC IN 14 HOURS! I know that they will probably not be on until like 9 or something--but still I get to be in the same area as Spencer Smith and Jon Walker.

Don't be too jealous, I am so far away from the stage it is maybe sad. I can not be too upset though because this is my first secular concert (that is not rap Hi Kanye!).

I am currently actively not listening to Panic. I have this thing where I like to go into a concert and have a blank slate. As of now I am listening to The Starting Line's Direction--which is such a great album. I want to experience the songs live after not hearing them on the album for a while. There is no doubt though that I will be blasting Pretty.Odd. and A Fever You Can't Sweat Out on the ride home.

I created a personal journal....

varied_shades . That journal will be my everything that is not bandom because this journal is pretty much dedicated to bandom (especially Panic---Spencer you are a cruelly awesome master). The journal is also pretty bare so don't go there or anything. If you want to see my ramblings about my current shows and maybe some personal melodrama then feel free to friend. I do not talk about fic so much in that one, but I do discuss the music.

Still have yet to rec fics on this journal. I keep on reccing at

bandom_recs like a freak; but I can't help it. I like spreading the word about great fic. I could have worse addictions.

*Still have two posts before I feel ready to start friending people and not just communities---Why I Love Bandom, The Reasons Why I Panic!, and maybe Pretty.Odd. I want people to get a vibe from who is friending them so they can decide whether or not they want me on their f-list. I also need to do a rec list of some sort.